the legendary weapon (:

hahaha.

studying at fiza's place got stuffy after long hrs of cramming.

dats why we did a little something on our calculator buttons.

credits to fiza's $2.90 glitter nail polish.

she bought it on the same day.

and half of the bottle was gone alrdy.

not to the nails, but to the buttons :D

now all three of our calculators are pretty glittery (:

i have better mood while pressing them too!

haha.

these few days while studying at fiza's house has been tiring.

especially when i haf one more core module den others.

its double stress ):

but i know everything's gonna be fine.

even if things really turned out the way

i least wanted it to be.

there will always a furry black&white shoulder beside me i can cry on :x

its a promised 24/7 service! haha.

lastly.

all the best to all the ppl taking exams!

from me. babo & the duck from Click! :D

im on an emotional rollercoaster.
its all because of exam stress!
i need a punching bag!
):

fluid & particle mechanics was a nightmare!
the paper was a killer paper, seriously.
wonder if miracles do take place.

+ a nasty bump on my head now.
its giving me headaches!
time to be less clumsy alrdi!

on a lighter note.
i found a 10 dollar note yesterday!
wheeeee.
chinese new year everyone's rich.
can afford to drop money =x

i wan thursday to come quickly!
exams exams go awayyyyy.
):

lastly.
dont commit if you are not ready.
it will only break more hearts.

how cruel can one be?

i wan the holidays to come faster! ):
the exams are making me stressed.
came online to take a breather.
cos i studied for almost the whole day alrdy!

im nt a very optimistic person to start with.
i cant pretend im laughing when im crying inside.
but at least my cheerfulness can still get me somewhere in my life (:
i'll try to cancel unhappiness like this too.

hopefully.
i can spread some happiness to the friends beside me as well.
i've heard their stories which made them sad.
and i'll tend to feel helpless because i cant do anyting.
oh wells.
lets hope the rainbow after the storm can come faster! (:

coming back to the exams.
it commences tml and ends on thursday for me.
a week of torture! ):
yucks yucks yucks!
come to tink of it, maybe it isnt that bad.
probby i can shed some kilos because of exam stress! :D

i so want to make a smile on your face.

im tired ):
the upcoming exams are causing me to lose my sleep and appetite.
hope its nt going to be too hard.

a recap on wad we did yesterdae.
went visiting for the new year (:
woke up early in the morning to go bear cat's house.
his mummie is very generous :D

after that.
went to meet the rest of them at sl's house to bai nian.
following by sabby's, mine's, ben's, yx's and lastly, teng's house.
wheee :D
i feel rich for like once at last. haha.

gambled almost at every house.
bear cat won 18 dollars.
yx and jaja won quite alot too.
sl lost the most bahs.
arnd 140? =x

ended the day with mahjong at teng's house.
her mummy was nice to treat us with pizzas and drumlets for dinner (:
some of us played mahjong while the rest watched tv.
and i like playing fabian's nintendo DS.
the game song is like stuck in my head alrdi :D

just came home from studying.
made full use of the time i can say.
did 1 set of past year papers.
wheee (:

hopefully i can understand everything tml.
i dont wanna die in the exam.
calculations just suck big time larhs ):

and lastly.
CONGRATULATIONS!
to sabby who passed her tp.
:D

happy chinese new year! (:

went visiting as usual for the first day of chinese new year.
the goodies are so tempting.
i cant help myself =x
fat!

collected red packets!
probably the best part about new year for a poor person like me. haha!

every year.
there will be an outing to the movies at night on the first day of the cny.
this is the third consecutive year already (:
we watched just follow law again.
haha for me its the second time.
cos its so darn nice larhs.

saw jack neo outside our theatre.
took photo with him :D
if u can spot him, he's in the middle of the photo.

all 13 of us went to watch together.
and after the movie.
we headed to 201 to haf supper.
i walked home though,
cos im tired and full.
besides mummy's waitin for me at home (:

going visiting with them again tomorrow.
so today shld be a studying day.
BUT I CANT CONCENTRATE!
im totally in a holiday mood ):

after a lovely valetines day.
and a goodies and $$ packed new year coming.
its time to mug!

the setter of the exam timetable must be nuts or something.
or simply that guy is a non-chinese.
why set such an awkward time right after chinese new year!
it makes me feel sinful to play and eat and go visiting.
when i should be studying at home! ):

heck it.
i will juz play and eat hard first before hitting the books hard!
:D

ytd was supposingly to be a studying trip to fiza house.
plan foiled.
we got addicted to playing computers somehow.
+ camwhoring (:



after leaving fiza's place, we went to catch a movie at marina square.
fairuz and mimi went to watch Epic movie.
bear cat and i went to watch Just follow law.
the movie is very nice :D
especially the hokkien slangs gurmit singh said,
and that funny indian security guard.
haha. lots of laugh! (:



intended to catch the 7.55pm fireworks by the esplanade.
but we missed it!
we only managed to catch the "finale"?
haiz.
next time perhaps (:

went to slack at the shores of marina bay.
there isnt much wind.
but its quite comfortable there because there's no crowd.

before heading home.
went to ms's kbox again to find yixin, jayjay, juhua and gang with bear cat.
haha.
chatted awhile which was like in ages since i last did with them.
the feeling was nice (:

tomorrow is chinese new year already!
money money money.
goodies goodies goodies! :D

lastly, here's wishing everyone a prosperous new year!
(:

happy valentines and friendship day (:
belated. oops.
cos its the 15th already. haha!

if a couple truly loves one another,
everyday is valentines day.
its true.
(:

went out with silly bear cat yesterday.
counted the number of couple holding flowers.
altogether, there are 110 of them!
there's surely more. haha.

he knows i dont like flowers.
because i told him flowers wither fast,
and needs to be thrown away after a couple of days.
its quite troublesome.
though the bouquet of flowers everyone's carrying is beautiful,
i would prefer something more permanent.
so yah. im flowerless! and happy (:
because i got a big box of present from him again! hehs.

we went to plaza singapura to catch Epic Movie.
the movie is darn lame.
and i love lame movies :D
haha!

went to find fiza at her workplace TCC.
she gave me a fluffy heart present.
thanx sweetie (:
and i love the chocolate fudge cake there.
its YUMMY!

yay.
im going to watch the fireworks with bear cat, fairuz and helmi tml.
and chinese new year is coming as well.
i see money and cny goodies waving its hands at me! :D

thank you silly.
for your big bigg biggg box of present.
heres a big hug! :D

im amazed by feelings.
especially the feelings people give out.

i saw how my friends fall out of love,
and still standing strong.
while some fell back into love again.

i saw how my friends gave up hope in life.
and the appearance of a special someone,
gave them the energy to carry on again.

i saw how my friends, who used to be fragile,
turned stronger.
casting all the tears and sadness,
into smiles and happiness.

i saw how my friends loving their hims' from afar.
though they know their love will never be requited.
they never gave up.

im curious how much things can feelings do to people.
it seemed endless to me.
i read buubuu's blog.
her change made me happy.
and at the same time,
im admiring her courage too.

sadness is a precede of happiness.
because if sadness is not experienced first,
you wont know the power of happiness.
and hence cherishing it.

you can be brave too.
i believe.
(:

wheeee (:
just came back from escape theme park.
with fiza, said, and sha gua panda =D
pls pardon me for my suagu-ness.
but i have never been to escape before.
haha.

i always like going to amusement parks.
totally in love with the ferris wheel and carousel (:
but escape doesnt haf the lather.

anyways.
went to rode on rainbow, viking ship and the go karts.
visited haunted house twice because of the air con inside.
haha!

and ending up having sunburnts! yucks.
went to have a yummy-licious filling dinner in tampines.
and headed home after walking around.

its another lovely weekend.
with a day spent at escape today
(lots of love to fiza for her complementary passes!)
and catching aeroplanes by the singapore river at the esplanade (:
dats wad me and silly did on friday. haha.

lastly,
happy 3rd mth darling ~♥
(:

some things very random about me people may not know (:

_____

1. im allergic to crabmeat. so take it far awayyyy from me!
2. i can never walk straight. i can be walking on the left and soon, im on the right without me realising.
3. i wear pyjamas to sleep. not normal clothes and shorts.
4. i tried a million times till now and i cant form multiple ripples with a stone. damn it.
5. i only burp when i eat chicken rice too fast. to other foods, i dont burp. weird.
6. i dont like flowers and diamonds. ESPECIALLY FLOWERS.
7. i have a weak stomach. i can make cakes up to 4 times a day and its NOT diarrhoea.
8. my closet is 80% white and pink (:
9. i HATE my height. and i mean it.
10. i grind my teeth when i sleep. this is wad my mummy tells me but i dont know!

_____

lol! these are juz craps to entertain my boredom.
but they are facts alrite.
(:

and lastly,

♥ i love buubuu too =D ♥

did formal presentation today.
prepared cue cards and drew little pandas on them.
it eased some of my anxiety (:

there are quite a number of lecturers inside the room.
keep asking questions that we dont know larhs.
goodness.
even kelvin was lost for words.
haha.

luckily everything was wrapped up in 2hrs and 15mins.
im feeling so lethargic i cant wait to go home and sleep ):
but linda toh was nice.
she wished all of us good luck for the upcoming exams,
and added that she know none of us will fail cos she got total confidence in us.
for me, hopefully (:

btw, sweetie wan me to add this in my recent post.
dont go to suntec city's secret recipe!
lol.
their service sucks.
seriously.
im wondering where my 5% gst go ):

its a simple weekend (:

started off with the thermodynamics exam.
it was a nightmare for all of us i guess.
constant mugging for 4 days of revision,
didnt really benefit much in the paper.
but i know i tried my best already,
becos i really studied the heck out of myself for that paper.
):

then comes fiza's birthday chalet.
another point of the hectic month for us to rest and haf fun (:
her birthday song sang by her malay friends was damn loud.
me and fairuz could hear it from afar.
not forgetting the yummy-licious nutella cake.
FATS. haha.
she love the $9300 present we got for her from topshop.
=D

the rest of the week was quite simple.
went to town to shop for silly's valentines day present with my sister.
after that she went for her jap class while i headed home.
sunday was all dedicated to making the present.
and watching totally superstar of course!

totally superstar indeed was totally unexpected,
to be darren.
omg laaa.
i wanted the girl to win ):

silly said.
last year's superstar is blind.
this year's supporters are blind.
lol!
(:

happy 19th birthday fiza sweetie! (:

all the thank you's i wanna express are all within our hearts.
you have brought alot of indescrible joy to the babats.
and we love u!
=D

i used to be able to count how many times i cried in the year with my ten little fingers.
but for now,
i've lost count.

and i dont wish to turn to anyone.
because even i, couldnt stand myself anymore.
and probably they have their own share of problems too.

big panda is sleeping.
and im only left with the panda stuffed toy.
):