im getting fatter.
goodness!!

stress makes me eat.
eating makes me fat.
fat makes me stressed.
and here we go again ):

FATTYFAT.

open house 2007 (:

for this week.
i went shopping twice! =D
fiza's driving, so hitting the town has become much more convenient.
she bought quite alot of stuff while i only bought a pair of new sandals.
but im happy (:

open house was alright.
our lecturer, mr goh, performed magic tricks for us using a normal fork.
i was awed,
because i seriously dont know how he managed to "bend" the fork into so many patterns, without bending it.
and as usual, every year's open house,
our student helpers will always "help" themselves to the free gifts prepared for the visitors.
let alone me.
haha! =P

watched the movie "Happy Birthday" as well.
its a sad, touching film.
):

today is supposed to be a study day.
yet in the end we ended up playing monopoly.
goodness.

and my grandpa just got admitted into hospital.
his stomach has signs of internal bleeding.
hope he will be alrite ):

fiza sweetie and fitrin!



fairuz sweetie!



silly people! (:

went sheesha-ing with babats, fit&shikin, farhan and silly.
its a kind of arabian smoking, sort of like opium.
but theres only tobacco content.
theres no road tar and nicotine
(:

but me and silly didnt shee-sha.
we just sat together and talk.
basically. i just tagged along to see wads arabian smoking like.
im curious =P
nvr intended to touch it. haha.

but their potato wedges with the arabian specialty sauce is nice!

anyways.
while sheesha-ing, we started to take turns to tell something that others dont know.
the best-est is fitrin's answer.
he said he punched his girl classmate's stomach in pri sch
to fought for the entrance to the school theatre to watch cartoons.
lol!

me and silly went off earlier to walk around bugis junction.
and we bought peach soda!
YUMMY-licious.
i wan more!
(:

tml, friday and saturday is NYP's open house.
the campus is getting rowdier these few days!
haha.

im tired!
and my stomach keep giving me problems.
oh wells.
):

*stutter stutter*

dearies.

at last.
went out with jas dearie after so long!
(:


went to vivocity with her ytd.
she was late! ):
intended to do random shopping.
in the end.
i spent 100 over bucks!
ouch.
now we are really broke dearies.
becos jas previously spent 90+ bucks on pull and bear.

vivo has got alot of flagship shops.
like ted baker, GAP and pull & bear.
heard banana republic is coming too!
keith's going gaga over BR stuffs.
(:

after vivo.
we headed for bugis street.
jas dearie is the big mama there.
she knows almost every single shop.
im a country bumpkin!

found alot of goodies there.
happy happy.
we love bubble tea!
and cam whoring!

a lovely weekend.
(:

we are the fishes out of the tank (:

went to accompany fiza sweetie yesterday.
she wanted a new look! (:
and hence decided to highlight her hair with ash grey.
we went to far east.
and we waited so long before poor fiza is being served!

anyways.
we made new friends there.
as wad i said.
fiza can make friends everywhere! haha.
and the two malay girls are from nyp too!
the world is so small (:

while waiting for fiza.
these 3 minahs, or wad u call ah lians, came in.
all in very thick make up.
anyway.
they starting quarrelling with someone over the phone loudly.
which they labelled the other end as fucking bitch.
lol.

anyway.
these kind of pretty girls may be pretty.
but talking about substance.
erm. im nt sure about that!
haha.

after 4 and a half hours,
sweetie is done! haha.
she got pretty ash grey on her beautiful curls.
and after a full dinner.
we went home!

and good luck to sweetie with her hot date tml!
(:

im going out with dearie at last!
yay.

my bangs (:

had lots of revision today.
no more slacking from now on!
i must study hard extremely hard!

and.
i wanna dye my hair!
darn.
MONEY again.
talking about money.
just this month.
i found money 3 times on the floor.
which accumulates to $8 in total (:

BUT its nth compared to yx larhs.
he won 44 dollars from mahjong!
to all robbers out there.
he's your new target!
=D

100 things about me! (copied from yx blog =x)
1. Full Name: Lee Wei Qi Sherilyn
2. Nicknames: bitch/whore/slut (thanks to fairuz and fiza, we rotate the nicks.)
3. Birthday: 3rd August 1988
4. Place of Birth: singapore
5. Chinese Calendar Animal: dragon
6. Male or Female: female
7. Grade: Currently stuck at O levels =x
8. School: Yumin Pri -> East View Sec -> NYP
9. Occupation: student
10. Residence: tampines
11. MSN Screen Name: ` •°¤ §[h]ë®î£¥ñ ¤°•__*

Your Appearance
12. Hair Color: Brownish black
13. Hair Length: below my shoulders
14. Eye color: black. im asian (:
15. Weight: 50kg
16. Height: 1.68m
17. Braces: no.
18. Glasses: i wore contact lenses since sec 3 (:
19. Piercing: 5
20. Tattoos: at 21, i wanna get 1. but pain >.< Your Firsts
22. First best friend: Joanna. she was the one who wiped away my tears during first day of school (:
23. First Award: cant remb liao larhs.
24. First Sport: running =x
25. First pet: no.
26. First Real Vacation: Thailand.
27. First Concert: kindergarden 1! i acted as a teapot. i got the photo somemore!
(yx's blog no qn 28 sia =x)

Favorites
29. Movie: LOADS
30. TV programme: LOADS too
32. Rapper: Jay Chou =P
33. Band: FIR (:
34. Song Right Now: Zhuan shu tian shi by tank
35. Friends: you! (: lol!
36. Sweet: im a sweet monster. wad do u say?
37. Sport: i dono =/
38. Restaurant: lots oso leh.
39. Brand: ROXY =D
40. Store: its alot too.
41. School Subject: home economics. cos i can eat.
42. Animal: hippopotamus!
(yx's blog oso no qn 43, 44, and 45 sia =x)

Currently
46. Feeling: bored. wondering who will read tis long chunk of info. lol!
47. Single or Taken?: Taken =P
48. Have a crush: no
49. Eating: not yet
50. Drinking: im nt thirsty
51. Typing: this? -.-
52. Online: obvious? lol
53. Listening: david tao and jolin that song lor
54. Thinking About: him =x
55. Wanting: haha. lots! im greedy. hehs
56. Watching: the computer screen
57. Wearing: my pyjamas

Your Future
58. Want Kids?: yah!
59. Want to be Married?: of course
60. Careers in Mind: tai tai. haha!!
61. Where do you want to live: hmm. condominium?
62. Car: Lamborghini. LOL.

Which is Better With The Opposite Sex
63. Hair color: Black
64. Hair length: nt too long?
65. Eye color: Black. asian beauty lehs
66. Measurements: wad is dis?
67. Cute or Sexy: Cute in characterwise. looks doesnt matter (:
68. Lips or Eyes: eyes
69. Hugs or Kisses: Hugs!
70. Short or Tall: taller den me can ler
71. Easygoing or Serious: know when to be wad at times
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: a mixture would be nice
73. Fatty or Skinny: Skinny. but nt to the extent that can float
74. Sensitive or Loud: mixture again
75. Hook-up or Relationship: relationship.
76. Sweet or Caring: both!
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: hmms. im nt sure =D

Have you ever
78. Kissed a Stranger: no
79. Had Alcohol: yes
80. Smoked: never
81. Ran Away From Home: no money hw to run. lol.
82. Broken a bone: no
83. Got an X-ray: yes
84. Been with someone: yah
85. Broken Someones Heart: sad to say. yes
86. Broke Up With Someone: ya
87. Cried When Someone Died: of course
88. Cried At School: yah duh.

Do You Believe In
89. God: half half
90. Miracles: yah
91. Love At First sight: normally its more of infatuation?
92. Ghosts: dono

Answer Truthfully
100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't Have? : no. because i have the someone i want beside me already (:

this is so irritatingly cute =P

happy birthday darling (:
may all your wishes come true!

NYP's open house is next week.
and i just saw our open house t-shirt for the helpers.
the colours are just so...
weird.
=/

and im feeling EMO.
whenever i haf this emo kind of thing in me.
i will go for haircuts.
this has always been a queer habit of mine.
anyways.
my sec 2 super long hair was snipped off.
because of my emo too.

maybe because of the upcoming exams after the chinese new year.
stress keeps building up within me.
everything is just nt going my way.

and when im emo.
every little thing irritates me.
take for example.
buses that leave right in front of me.
or on a stupid monday where i actually left my wallet at home.
GOODNESS.
its enough to make me feel cranky for the rest of the day week.
):

and a big whoa.
i just watched project superstar.
carrie actually got a whopping 44.5/50 for the last song.

stress.
leave me alone will u ):

papa pls dont leave me ):

well.
there is a class test for tomorrow on fluid & particle mechanics.
and im still procrastinating here.
):

and i realised an impt thing.
i cant study at home!
the computer is too tempting =/
goodness.

a funny point to ponder.
why do i look forward to weekends,
when my weekdays are more fruitful and less monotonous?

btw.
a thing to be happy for at last (duhs.) for a lonely weekend spent at home.
i FINALLY got my new phone!
which is like ages since im yearning for one.
=D

im trying hard,
to understand the shyts being taught in class nowadays.
i know i sounded crude.
anyway.
i realise i can absorb better when its just the teacher and me.
not the teacher and the class.
):

everyone has a job!
i wan one too ):
im missing the feeling of looking forward to the almighty pay every month.
haha!

but im a sucker at multi-tasking.
seriously.
but that doesnt include things that girls can multi task well!
like smsing, chatting on the phone, eating and watching the tv (and understanding wads it abt of course -.-)
all at the same time.
cos i tried it before! haha (:
well for the other multi-tasking stuff such as studying for tests during work.
or wadever else.
failure is the only word.
ahhhhs.

for the incoming exams after the chinese new year:

Hiring:
A full time tutor to see me through my homework and make sure i study for my tests regularly.
Pay:
I'll think about that. lol!

its a simple comedy actually.
if you are going for simple laughs after a long day,
you shouldnt miss this movie.
haha.

and talking about movies.
there are alot of good ones coming up this year! =D
like spiderman 3, teenage mutant ninja turtle, just follow law directed by Jack Neo.
and the list goes on and on.
(:

watched blood diamond with silly, fairuz and mimi.
its a double date =D
a long 2hr and 15mins movie though.
its about the RUFs creating chaos in Africa.
and they are all children.
yes. child soldiers.
ohmygawd.
wad is the world coming to. =/

i need money!
i need time!
i need brains!

i have so many things to buy.
but i have to sacrifice them in order to save up for the overseas trip.

great (:
i found a 5 dollar note downstairs yx hse ytd.
looks like i got to go yx hse everyday!
=D

boredom can lead to retardation (:

Napfa Test.

...was a failure!
haha.
because it rained cats and dogs this afternoon.
so we didnt get to run.
goodness.
(:

so basically we just did inclined pull ups for girls.
and pull ups for guys!
silly can use one hand to do 3!
i did 7 inclined ones though.
haha.

happy happy.
im going out with silly tml!
after a long week of shyt and stress.
lol!

and lastly.
a happy 2nd mth to us.
=D

i need more time for everything!
argh.
):

this is nt an ordinary soft toy.
lol.
its a voice recorder!
the newest trend among the babats (=

we sort of abused the function though.
kiki is fairuz's.
popo is fiza's.
ellie is mine.
we recorded any lame commands we can think of at the library cafe.

in the end, fiza's popo suddenly talked in the middle of lecture.
and everyone looked at our direction.
so paisae can =/
and it was so freakin loud!
but its darn funny larhs.

went to renew silly's passport for the bintan trip.
and he bought a weird toy.
its two metal balls that has electric and strong magnetic field and blahs.
i dont really get it.
but its quite fun actually.

AND tml is my NAPFA.
yes.
the freaking 2.4km and inclined pull up trials.
and worse part is.
after my NAPFA, i still got night classes until 8.30pm.

it has been 2 freaking years since i ran.
im going to walk tml.
i couldnt care less.
because im not a GUY.
i donid go NS!
hahahahahahahaha =x

we have come so far (=

alot of us have changed.
especially in terms of looks.
its all getting better =D

i look so retarded last time can =/
although i still look abit ahem now.
haha!

its nice that we are still in contact with each other now.
we still have dinner outings and movie sprees.
christmas party. annual countdown. khengwei's birthdayS. (LOL!)

reminiscence is nice.
(=

my best babats.

initially when i came to nyp.
uncertainty was the only word that can describe me best.
poly is a place that's believed,
to be filled with all kinds of people.
especially superficial and fake people.

shikin asked me ytd.
" do you hang around with malay people frm last time? "
well.
its not i dont click along well with the chinese girls in my class.
neither am i on loggerheads with them too.

its truthfulness im looking for.
someone to accept me the way i am.
someone to stand my nonsense.
someone to understand my stupidity.
someone to love me even if i got loads of flaws.

the babats did.
i tink they are the best confidantes beside me i could ever have in school.
because i feel i might be too irritating for the others.
they mite not be able to stand me.
but that doesnt mean that the rest of the class are bad people.
in fact they are a helpful bunch too.
(=

im deeply touched at what fiza blogged about me.
i came to know that.
even if im the most imperfect person in the world.
they will still love me.

thank you.
(=

im sad ):

thank you silly.
for cheering me up in school today.

whats exactly wrong with me?
i dont know.
are my brain cells deteriorating?
i cant seem to understand a shyt about school.

yes.
those terms and calculations are as dreadful as shyt to me.
im so demoralised larhs ):

my class is full of smart people.
hardworking people.
and the list of smart terms go on.
im like the black sheep of my class larhs.
cos im always the last one!
):

i dont care if the teachers even bother to talk to me.
i also dont care if i understand or not.
so no mood to continue in this course la.

but i know i got no choice.
so...
im just fuckin moaning here to vent my unhappiness.
lol =/

IM STRESSED.
and i tink im more and more stupid each day.

im sinking deeper and deeper into nothing.

31 Dec 2006 .

the last day of the year.
time do flies.
its already end of 2006.
i find it rather hard to believe that 2007 is coming,
when im still tinking that i have not done enough things
to mark 2006 to an end.

i never had any new year resolutions.
because im a last minute sort of person.
i just take a step at a time.
and when that time comes,
just panic?
lol (=
dats me no doubt. haha.

2006 has been quite an eventful year.
i hope i have grown a bit wiser too.
haha!
but the biggest incident.
or should i say.
a beautiful incident.
should be being with silly?
haha =x

while today also marks one more day to meihuey and ben's 1 year anniversary.
happy happy 1 year!
hopefully, me and silly can last long too.
lol (=

and come to think of it, this year has been quite a tearful year.
i've lost count how many times i cried.
well.
its time to be stronger!
haha.

and probably the most wasted year also.
i spent too much time in virtual reality.
and its time to come back and live in the real world.
yah. i left maple.
the place of boredom. and sadness as well.

as i bid 2006 farewell.
i got to thank all my friends. and him.
for coming so far with me.

let's walk on! =D