this show may be ages ago but i am still in love with the ending theme of this serial drama.
sometimes listening to the sad melody of this song will bring back alot of unhappy memories and tears.
i like listening to sad songs not because i am a pessimistic person, its just because sad melodies can make me think alot.
be it unhappy stuff or happy stuff.

hmm. for people who really know me.
they knew i managed to walk out of the dark past of liking someone alot,
yet very clearly knew. there wont be an ending for the both of us.

during that time,i have managed to build a wall in between us.
there are some things in life, that no matter how hard u try,
it forever wont be yours.
putting it down at first may hurt alot, but as time pass,
looking back at the same thing, it wont hurt the same way anymore.

people may laugh at how stupid i was. how silly i am.
because they are not me.
they dont know how much pressure and pain is building within me.
so i wouldnt mind :)

now seeing friends trying to let go the people they love.
i was comforted i am no longer trapped in that dark tunnel.
u will walk out sooner or later.
even if there is no light guiding u.
because the best guidance of directions is our heart.

as wad i always say.
if fate brings u to it, it will bring u through it.
if u are tired of building the wall, and getting blisters all over your hand, i can help you slowly pile the bricks up.

believe... :)
jiayou wq.

will not be blogging for the next few days cos my com got spyware again!!
SCREAMS.
i hate to do backup plus reformatting com.
but the auto restarts...lag...and pop ups...
is driving me NUTS

whee~
finally got my zakum helmet.
i am the first ranger in bootes to gt it!
happie happie.

hmms.
EXAMS AROUND THE CORNER!
its mugging time!
sucks big time.

will update again when my com is reformatted!
zzz.

happi birthday to songlim and feli hunnie =)

celebrated feli's birthday at the esplanade after dinner at new york new york at citylink.
i so loveeee the coke float there.
x)

and went clubbing around 2+ am at MOS.
fking crowded is all i can say.
got to squeeze through alot of people to find my friend's friends.
but the music there is nice...just that the bass is veri loud.

the house part is probby the best for dancing.
then we went up to the second storey at the retro part to take our drinks.
bourbon coke. eeeew.
si dyon.
=/

anyways.
it was a great experience.
although chionging is nice.
but i still feel its abit waste of money.
to me larhs.
better nt frequent clubs too much.
x)

i am so lovin' it !!
=D

just SMILE and nothing else couldnt be solved.
its all with the attitude.

oh man.
2 weeks of study break at home.
as usual.
first week is messing arnd and relaxation as priority =x
second week...is chiong arh !!

i must pass! ><

i am tired.
two long days.
of tests and celebration.
=)

went out with sweetie and farhan to watch The Ant Bully.
i like it.
to a wizard, there is no such thing as impossible.
includin changing a boy into an ant.

i just like this sentence:
we work together. we are one colony!
=D

went to ritz carton hotel to find sweetie's sweetie. =x
lol. and everywhere we go. the hoteliers will greet us.
and we are like country bumpkins.
exactly.



this is their toilet. compare this and the hawker centre ones.
me and sweetie is like going
awwww.....and we took a lot of photos larh. with the toilet -.-



after that i met another bunch of my class celebrate andre birthdae.
yah that guy closest to my camera.
hapi birthdae larhs!
wads that face for =/

and we watched the fireworks at marina bay.
A-W-E-S-O-M-E.
=)

as long as the person beside you is the right one. everything u see is fireworks.
beautiful.
but its so far away from me now.

happi birthdae khengwei =)

it was a crappy, rowdy, noisy yet fun and yummy dinner.
but i love it.
=D

tml PIC test...(zzz)
wish me luck.

thank you =)

thank you fiza and fairuz, for the wonderful -censored- (>.<) and slippers.

thank you kw, for the big treat.

thank you dredre, for the necklace.

thank you patrick, for the star.

thank you boonsiang, for the biggest peanut in the world.

thank you bingbing, buubuu and zhi hunnie for the necklace and bracelet.

thank you pigren, feli hunnie, aiai, wq twiniie, beybey and sep for the cake.

thank you everyone for ur birthdae messages and testimonials.

i appreciated it alot.
:)

muacks~ xD