It's all about her.

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

how does it feel when people have to leave u.
umm. yah. probby everyone will leave u.
its just a matter of time.

but somehow deep inside. u juz hope and hope that day wont come.
or asking grace from heaven. hoping that the time we can be together can extend and extend.

some people. in order not to make others so sad over their departure.
will make ways to distant the other party.
so when he or she leave.
we wont feel so sad.

but by doing this.
its alredi very very sad.
its so hard to understand a human being's feelings.
sometimes gave me such a big sense of defeat.
why cant i understand.
is there no chance. or no way.

friendship fragile?
or was it not fragile.
but given up upon.

the string holding the kite represents us.
maybe we are far apart.
but we know we always got this thin line that onli we can see.
bonding the two of us together.
but why does it look like. u are breaking the kiteline.
and disappearing into the cloud.



* * *

the way he talk. the way he look. the way he behave.
is so alike to someone.
i miss so much in my heart last time.
too alike.

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

wads meant to be will be.
sad to say.
it isnt meant to be.

:(

Saturday, May 20, 2006

i am happi.
because i went out with my closest bunch of friends ytd.
contented.
=)

i am tired.
physically.
emotionally is less likely.
nevertheless its nt completely absent.

i am sad.
because someone special to me is leaving. soon i guess.
=(


the sun will always appear after the grey skies.

[ will u be there waiting for me? ]

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Disclaimer: i am juz bored larh so i copied and paste yx's blog post. cos it sounds interesting. =x BUT the answers are all mine hor. hehe. xD

Instructions: Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and press play. Use the song title as the answer to the question. NO CHEATING.

How does the world see me?
Feng- Jay Chou
(hey wad does this mean sia. i am a maple leaf? alrite the lyrics are sad. mayb the world see me as a sad person? onli in love pls. =/)

Will I have a happy life?
Shou Biao- Cyndi Wang
(zzz ? watch tells time. oh. time will unravel if i haf a happy life eh. lol.)

What do my friends really think of me?
Yi Yan Wan Nian- SHE
(nice song nice song! they tink of me forever ? lmao. thats sweet. =x)

Do people secretly lust after me?
Wo Yao Fei- FIR
(off point. wad has flying got to do with lust. i make them fly meh ? zzz.)

How can I make myself happy?
Da Da Da- Cyndi Wang
(whee~ i loovveee the rhythm. so dancing makes me hapi ? haha. )

How will I be remembered?
Qing Zhu- Rainie Yang
(o.0 celebrating me ? thats cute. haha.)

What is my signature dancing song?
Wo De Ai- Stephanie Sun
(this is a ballad for goodness sake.)

What do I think my current theme song is?
Xing Xing Zhi Huo- SHE
(lol. nice song. abt pursuing dreams. nt bad. heh.)

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Fly Away- Liang Jing Ru
(-.-)

What song will play at my funeral?
Ru Guo De Shi- Angela Chang and Fan Weiqi
(one of them same name as me sia. anyway donid ru guo. everyone dies one dae. lol.)

What type of men/women do I like?
Tong Hua- Guang Liang
(LMAO. true true ! like bai ma wang zi best. =x)

What is my day going to be like?
Yu Shang Ai- Rainie Yang
(meeting love? lol ! so sweet >.<)

haha. so fun so fun. xD

Thursday, May 11, 2006

some people juz dont fking understand eh.

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

i am nt lazy lor. its just that i dono wad to blog about. haha.
for school it sucks. since when studying is fun for sher. =/

for love. omg. it suck more! lol. no la.
and also. since when singlehood sucks for sher.
i alredi said i might just be single for all my life and rot in some corner.
haha. anyways. love is something but love isnt everything.
just hope i can reali find someone i love and he loves me too before i die or something.

time flies becos its alredi the forth week of the school.
and i am proud to sae. the times i pon is lesser compared to last sem.
hiak hiak hiak.
lmao.
but i am still lazy larhs.
the 3 core modules are completely outrageous.
T_T

i miss sox.
never hang out with u all doesnt mean i dont miss u all k.
i do.
haha.
xD

ANYWAY. ytd was night class. and i reached home at 9+.
wtf rite.
every monday.
lol.
ehh but i love the night view on bus 969.
cos it runs on expressway.
its like all forests around u until u reach sengkang.
heh.


every day when the sun starts to set. and the sky becomes dark.

[ i cant help feeling sad that it has become closer a day u will be leaving me. ]