2 more weeks of slacking and school will start ler.
sian arh sian arh sian arh !
heard that year two will be even tougher than year one.
hmm.
time to work harder ler !
xD

the orientation for freshies will be on the 10th and 11th of April.
whee xD.
heard from the game master that the games packed will make us
ALL WET at the end of the day.
=/
lol.
but i loooveee fun.

no money no money.
can only stay at home when i am totally broke.
=(
arh huh. except sox dinner outing.
haha.

hope year 2 will be a peaceful one.
bless me! T__T

darn. i am older again.
=/


cant prevent myself

[from falling deeper and deeper.]

was it always like this all along.
or was it a change that came.
i thought lies can only blind everyone's eyes.
but they can never blind the hearts.

everyone will only ponder over what happened.
passing hurtful comments hastily.
but they never really try to understand.
what are the reasons behind?

reasons are not motives.
yet not all motives are bad too.
now i truly understand.
why the honest truth always hurt the most.

did the change happened because of a blow ?
or if we tried to be there. maybe things like this wont happen?
i seriously dont know.

but i believe.
whatever we say probby isnt going to be treated as sound advices.
because there are some things that must be experienced alone.
or else they wouldnt gain any experiences in life.

its all encryption actually.
since the truth hurts. we are just let it unravel itself.
enough is enough.

what a lousy semester. =/
below are my results.
and they really suck big time.

chemical engineering principles: D+
organic chemistry: D
engineering mathematics: D
computer and IT: C+
semestral project: pass
french: C

grade point average: 2.04

declaration:
1. my results suck because i maple too much.
2. i really hate the modules for that semester.
3. i hardly studied for the entire exam. =/

and i passed all with D.
i am happy and sad at the same time.
mixed feelings perhaps ?
try harder next time bah.
haiz.

i am feeling emo now.
not because of results.
cos they are lousy until can jolly well fcuk it.


we repeated ourselves again.

[just cant get it.]

still a burnt me.
i hate to bathe now.
OUCH
=/

i am sunburnt. my head is exploding. my skin is on fire. my face is red.
it has definitely been a long time.
yahh. i guess probby the last time i went to sentosa was last year.
we met quite early bah.
at around 8.30am.
and left sentosa at around 6 ?

yah.
the sun was like shyt.
it didnt rain for goodness sake though.
BUT the uv rays was HORRIBLE.
and the massive heat was TERRIBLE.
anyway we didnt care larhh.
so in the end we all went home red.
lol.
sabby and teng rented a canoe. (its called canoe rite ?)
or a canoeing boat. lol.
12 bucks for half an hour.
we all took turns.
me and meihuey canoeing to the deeper shores with the help of hg and kw.
i am freaked out larhh.
cos i hate deep waters.

and we sun tan. soaked in water.
frisbee-ed. with a rubber frisbee.
and we won =D
we won rite ? or we didnt.
lol. doesnt matter larh. haha.

went to kallang for dinner and den to macs to chat.
chatted alot about how havoc our secondary school times are.
so sweet. x)



" my first stead was labelled a playboy by alot of people. when he told me he likes me. i didnt really dare to accept him. because at that time. i was worse den a plain jane. i am very ugly. and his frens all told him i wasnt nice looking. sad but true. i know love isnt all about looks. of course feelings matter so much more. i am just curious how ppl can fall in love with one another and put all expectations aside. or was it that he was lying to me all along. thats why i asked you. if wad i said make you think that way. i really didnt mean it. so sorry. "

this holidays is full of shit. eat. sleep. play and watch tv.
lol.

last two days was my class chalet.
it was at aranda country club.
wee hoo.
the rooms are so luxurious.
the living rooms are big too.
no wonder it has become a soccer field for the guys.
=/

i never ton there cos i was tired.
and i miss my BED. =D
but i love the barbaque.
with keith and ah bing.
and the rest of my class.
contented.
=)

and adrian andre's rubbish crap.
and we play zhong ji mi ma.
OMG.
the biggest loser was lester.
alrites.
whoever lose has to drink one big cup of warm water.
yucks rite. =/
and he drank the most.
er xin.

and the weekend before i catched final destination 3 at orchard with my sweeti !
plus the 2 gays larhh.
i had alot of fun.
screaming and shouting in the cinema.
=D
i pity the taxi driver when we are going home.
BUT he earned 30 bucks of taxi fare!
ROAR.

i wan sentosa !
=(

if fate brings you to it.

[it will bring you through it.]

the happy bug caught me !!
=D
because exams are over.
totally immersed in holiday mood.

sat for total of 3 papers this semester.
maths was a horror.
organic chem was a disaster.
cep was alrite larh.
lol !
one question asked.
"so did the fish die or not?"
lame.
=/

went for steamboat at marina with the whole class.
shopped at orchard first.
the steamboat was very fun.
and the food took ages to cook.
we took 3 tables and merge together.
i share a table with the emperor of the class, skye andre and lester.
our table was all about maple.

wah lau.
and they throw the siew mai inside the soup to cook.
so disgusting lor.
=/

reached home at around 11 bah.
tired but happy.
=D

one month of slacking.
its like heaven to me !! =D
yay ! we signed up to be OGLS for the freshies.
hope i dont scare them away.
T___T

for now.
SLACKING is priority.
=D

yi yan wan nian from SHE is nice !!
so sad.
a thousand years of love. with a thousand years of tears.
=(


what if we are never meant to be?

[then fate will tear us apart.]