yay.
so happi.
at last.
=)

anyway.
last friday.
went shopping with my dear and yexiang.
took lots of pictures with her !
whahahx.
but ppl. dont worry.
we are just playful people.
we love guys k ?
lolx.

went karaoke-ing too!
at orchard.
but we are all broke liaox.
haha.

bought the album from 7 flowers !
their nicest song is "i love her, i miss him."
the mtv was another special ending of the prince who turned into a frog.
big time tragic sia.
lolx.

becos fairytales are supposed to be happy.
thats why the ending have to be happily ever after.
but life is never a fairytale.
haha.

and that love song.
the last lyric was still.
"i will forget him slowly..."

does all nice things have to end like this ?
does this line apply to all relationships ?

i envy them.
but nevertheless.
i am glad i am single.
ought to count more of my blessings now.
u ?
x)

one night.
a star saw me crying.
it then asked me.
" why dont you leave him, since he make you cry ? "
i asked the star back.
"star, would you ever leave the sky ? "

short and simple.
yet the meaning behind is so big.
x)

understand ?
haha.

wad an eventful weekend !
normal weekends for me would simply be
slackin at home. playing ms.
and going out with my dear mh.
lolx.

but this weekend is special.
we went to sentosa.
and for my first time ever.
i didnt went there to relax and sun tan.
WORK !
there is this family carnival at siloso beach.
and we are food packers.
=D

it was fun.
good money too.
but darn tiring.
earning money is never easy.
x(

and the next morning.
we went to yishun for family day.
chicken little on the big screen !
no doubt it was lame.
but i still like it loads.
the fish somehows looks cuter than chicken litle.
haha.

lets play dodgeball!
its the popular vs the unpopular.
heheh.

sick again!
looks like the time for hibernation has come.

sometimes.
there are really alot of regrets in life.
haha. can sae in love too.
x)

well. mostly people only knows how to cherish someone or something
after they lost them.
is this really human instinct ?
hahax. guess so.

hows it like to miss or forget a person ?
i guess its really hard. i mean.
this is also a saddest part when it comes to in love.
and it is always this bridge that is the hardest to cross.
heart affairs ma.
it is always the most vulnerable thing in our bodies.

dont tell me you can forget him in such a short time.
if i were you. i cant.
because trying to forget someone u love.
is like trying to remember someone you never met.
or shld i sae. forgetting is like trying to treat
like as if nothing happened before.
but how to treat it this way
when something DID happened b4 ?

its a fact the both of u fall in love once.
pls dont force urself to forget him.
i duno wad are you thinking inside.
but at least i know.
forgetting isnt easy at all.
if i can tell u i can forget this person i reali like easily.
perhaps i am lying to myself or this isnt love at all.
in your case. since its really love.
forgetting never comes and go easily.
no matter how cold or hard the heart is.
it is still made out of flesh.

dont forget.
just let go.
its much better.

sometimes.
tears really blurred the vision in our hearts.
thats why i say.
this is really a sad thing.
x(

haha.
going to sentosa to work tomorrow !
=D
and gv family day on sunday.
this weekend is gona be busy.

its not i cant forget.
its the problem of whether i bear to let go or not.

does everything happens for a reason ?
haiz.
how i wish there is.
but sometimes.
its not reasons that explains why things happen.
but excuses.

to kw.
sorry but i had lost.


some things can never go back to how they are, used to be.
and usually, its the smallest thing that matters so much.
am i lying to myself from the start?
i am afraid it is so.
x(

lol.
moon.
dont worry k ?
i still love you as a sister.
x)
wads impt is the heart, but not the distance.

x).
i am in school!
omg.
teacher is so boring.
full of crap and nonsense.

our whole class is making bird noises and sounds.
and its like freakin loud.
he doesnt even hear it.
LOL.

ok gotta go.
he is giving us early dismissal.
wtf.
waste my hrs of travelling time.
yay-ness. wad a short day.
=D

school reopened.
haiz.
no more hibernating for me.
i simply love the feeling.
x)

first day wasnt that bad.
nothing new too.
just that some teachers are monotonous to the CORE.
they are hynotisers.
haiz.

second day.
VERY bad.
i bumped into the whole metal pillar which was in front of me.
yah. right in front.
and i walkd right into it.
and it was very painful.
i have a big bump on my forehead now.
careless. accident prone.
omg.
x(
pain.

third day.
which is tomorrow larhx.
hope i dont get into trouble.
hope my head is ok. dont faint in the streets or wad.
hope time passes faster tml.
hope my tougue wont get cramps for speakin too much french.
lolx.
=D

sia la.
maybe i will lose my memory when i wake up tomorrow.
ok i noe i am over-reacting.
but nevertheless.
its still VERY pain.
T.T

it was an accident.
a mistake.
for a seagull to like a fish.
x)

his lyrics.
interesting right?
its like...example i am a seagull and he is a fish.
and its wrong to like one another.
eh...cool!

whahahx.
school reopens tomorrow.
come to think of it.
what have i done for the whole semester this year ?
slack. eat. sleep. play.
what a life.
no wonder i am so fat now.
T.T

for this year.
i guess the only nicest thing happening around is love.
whahaha. love is in the air was wad sabby started first.
and teng said love was crap dat time.
haha.
but no matter who u are.
in front of reality.
u are juz a simple person yearning to love and to be loved.
=D

i think with mh they all...sox...school...family...f1shb0ne and other friends
has made my life complete already.
do i still need the "him" to come ?
i duno.
seriously.

lolx.
qiulong was right why i didnt blog so often.
heheh. at least my feet is in ossyria now.
=D

anyway.
this week is pretty normal as the rest.
just that the feeling of thinking that school is going to reopen soon.
makes me sick.
lolx.
but all play and no "school" makes me a dull girl.
x)

Os coming !
omg. hope everyone can try their best.
better be.
=D

went to steamboat with zhengxi yexiang and kw's whole family.
his daddy is treating !
omg.
x)
we had fun disturbing kw. girlfren ! whahahax.
and we suddenly laughed the whole trip back on the visa commercial.
the one where it includes birds. ya.
BIRDS. lolx.

aiya.
next monday school.
bless me.
x(

my heart says: " i am still running away."