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how i wish i can do something for you to make you feel better.

made a new skin for my blog. cut my hair shorter. didnt complete my project. rushing through reports. listening to sad songs. slacking the whole day. boarded a wrong bus and got lost. yah. dats wad happened to me today.

went for song de birthday chalet.camped in 7-11 to prepare the surprise birthday cake for hong guan. went to visit mh's ah-ma at CGH. talked to alot of people recently. realised something. listening to "till the end" all day. yah. dats wad happened to me for the past week.

new things i learnt. i finally know how to fix a "not even a high grade" gundam model. imagine a perfect grade was in front of me. whahahahx. give me a year perhaps. managed to feed lesser to enemies in dota. but nevertheless. still a feeder. haiz.

new turning point of life. duno why. suddenli became addictive to forming phases that has the same words in front and at the back. Like "all men are liars, but not all liars are men." yarh. live to love so i can love life. without love, how can i love life ? the purpose of living is to live a life with purposes. the reason of happiness is to form many reasons to be happy. dare to dream so dare to dream to love. LOL.

it's still raining.

he can always sing the lyrics of the sad song thats playing in her heart, back to her when she forgets. so can she. =)

all these precious moments
with you by my side
must be a gift from heaven
that's taunting me all night

i dont know how i found you
i'm thankful that i had
that i never had a love so true
to hold to keep to share

in my heart,i can no longer hold inside
all of the love i used to hide
i'll always be with you until the very end
in this world
there is no place i rather be
you are my life my soul my *girl(*guy)
and through it all
i know you come to seek
that you are the one till the end

all my friends surround me
say you be gone too soon
baby i'm gonna make them see
we've found our way back home

that u'll always be, till the end.

'u' are a total ass. fcuk off from my life. cant bring myself to believe. actually FORGOTTEN such a big matter. and now. wad the hell. now wad. TAKE wad shit. tell me larhx. yea. i am not in the least welcoming you to my life. i am not interested to know anything about 'u'. juz get lost please.

i just detest you.

happi birthdae khengwei ! lol. my buddy just celebrated his birthday on 9 of august. whahaha. date veri zhun horx. confirm holiday every year de. so we celebrated his birthday at pizza hut. after camping outside for arnd. an hour? lol. anyway there are altogether 20 of us. yeah. big two zero. twenty. big ritex. 20 ppl going out last time was no big kick or wadsoever. but now. everybudy is busy with their own stuffs. some aso busy with their other half. lol. but it is still a very great outing. cos it has never been so rowdy for such a long time.

anyway we bought 2 cakes for him. one small one to smash his face. and one big one for eating. whahahah. so sweet of us rite. yea. kw treated the dinner. duno why. my table ate the fastest and the most. tink mayb there is ang and moon ba. rayna me and yx cant eat as much as the 2 sickos. lol. we clear base veri fast horx. drinks is more of me and yx clearing. drumlets is moon and ang i guess. whahaha.

after the full dinner and a few trips of toilet. lol. we went to watch movie. cos we bought tix too late ba. so we haf to split. some watch the maid while some watched bewitched. i watched with moon and the rest of the guys. throughout the whole show we are covering our eyes. but i sureli see more of the movie den her. lol. coz not scary part she stil use barney to cover her eyes. haha.

den the remaining 14(izzit?) of us took cab down to elmo's katong house. yeah. our favourite hideout. hahah. den we slacked. play mahjong. talk and crap throughout the night. moon went siao cos she keep drinking vodka. lol. in the end. her whole face was red. the guys played mj while me moon and zx watched the tv. den in the morning. some went to lalaland while me and mh went to take a walk outside. after dat. went home with boonsiang and kw.

after zzz-ing till 4. went to meet them for fireworks. walked from douby gaut to city hall. many roads were sealed. and there are alot of ppl. reali alot alot. we finally made our way through and we juz stood somewhere near the esplanade. and at arnd 8.15pm. the whole sky was lit up with fireworks. it was very beatiful. lol. den we went to netz for dota. lol. yeah. and finally. home. to sleep. haha.

went out with moon and joseph to bugis t0day. lol. actualli dowan to go out de. deprived of sleep. whahaha. better turn in earli today ba. cos there is still school tomorrow.

it's like flying a kite. cos its so near, yet so far. sometimes you see it. sometimes you dont. all you have is the string on your hand. it resembles the time that binds u and me together. but people often never notice that. the string is actually very thin and fragile. once it breaks. the only connection you have could be gone forever. while you must know when to let loose or tighten. so u can let your kite fly freely in the sky. because...being happy is what that matters most.

it may be very far away from me. but at least i know...its up on the sky. =)

at last. hanz left singapore on saturday. =)

yx long moon and i rushed down to the airport in a cab because his flight was brought forward. unlucky to say. that taxi uncle didnt know how to drive. jerk and
jerk. fcuk him. lol. me and moon nearli threw up on his cab. wonder why arent the guys affected. haha. he and his 2 frens are alrdi there. took fotos. supposingly to surrender his condo keys to me and moon. lol. and bid farewell. alot of mixed feelings inside. hmm. me and moon kind of lost our "husband". yea. haha. looks like club momo will be more quieter with his departure ? ya. so is gunbound. lol.

the whole week after the term break was exams. yea. exams all the way. inorganic chem. biochem. maths and material science. hope i can crap my way through. lol. ya. CRAP it through.

went to yx house yesterday. his house was our so called recreation centre. there is plasma tv. 42 inch sumore. lol. computer. but with stucked up internet. playstation 2. yarh. and tis fridge with lots of drinks in it. its all DIY u noe. haha. anyway we played ff10 at his house. watched ID with his plasma tv. moon and hg and yx were kp-ing abt the english subtitles. cos no link to wad the actors are saying at all. lol. dat movie's english translator is totally off point. haha. den we ordered food from kfc and macdonalds. cos we are simply too lazy to go anywhere. lol. so might as well call delivery. whahaha. yx ang kw and i shared a family feast. but onli yx and jason and i ate it like a family. haha. mh and zx and moon ordered their own set of macdonalds. and the sauces they requested for. lol. list even longer den the order itself. whahahah.

after that. went to find joseph. lol. cos me and moon simply had nothing to do. in the end. go there see cats. throw keys throw books. suan here suan there. crap here crap there. walk here walk there. hahaha. dats all. lol.

finally told him how i feel about him. perhaps the only way that both of us can be happier is to give up. because there is no point holding on to something that can never be yours. i rather he save all his effort to find someone else he can reali love and the other party loves him as well.

- its not worth it. =)

TyCo[1/24]
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tis is the first time (hope its aso the last time i send my frens away) my friend intends to leave singapore to go back to his own country to study. in other words. he is leaving singapore for good. good as in i wonder if he will reali study hard or not. whahaha. but not good as in. cant play gb with him. cant conference with him. cant go club momo with him. cant crap with him. worst part is to him. leaving singapore is sad cos he likes a nurse here yet he is leaving this saturday alrdi.

HANDOKO ! wads wrong with ur chinese name dat u cant tell us ? lol. ok. honestly speaking tis post is dedicated for u and ur missy de larh. whahaha. came to noe this guy thru joseph, but in strict terms. i first heard of his name thru qiulong. cos he said tis guy called techn0 is the first wand in gb. i was like wondering. wth is he? oops. ok la. first saw his nick. i was like. tinking. ok. another techno freak. lol. i duno he was omfgitzhanz all along. haha. after playing more games with him. found out dat he is actualli a veri crappy person. lol. team teleport all the time. heheh.

juz conference with him together with moon and joseph. lol. seeing him crap with joseph. those vulgarities they used can make u laugh like hell alrdi. hanz sae he can hold his liquor well. dots. anyway. he say he will cry if we send him off this saturday. beta not.

lol.juz wanna let u noe. pai gu mian tastes nice. but not when u cook it. with sausages and eggs ? lol. and ur condo. give to me and moon ba. we will take care of it. and for PAM. whahaha. tell us where she work la. we can also take care of her for u. u said 1 year is the fastest u can come back to singapore...and probably even 3 yrs later den come back. wadeva it is. dont worry about us here. we are always happily waiting for u to steal ur passport and come back. lol.

bon voyage to u lame ass. haha. btw the way u speak dialect is reali veri farnie. lol.

dont cry this sat hor. =) take care and all the best!

EVER SO TYCO,
TyCo [15/24]
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