It's all about her.

Monday, June 27, 2005

birthdays. birthdays birthdays birthdays. june. da hottest birthday month of the year ?! haha. alrite. enough of crapping. we got a few of our budds born in june. hm. 16 & 17 years ago. cool rite ? yups. zhengxi. yong chye. moon. the 3 of dem. lol. we celebrated zx's bdae at sunplaza. mixed some weird concoction for her. different flavour of milk. milo. water. juice i tink. and in da end it wasnt dat disgusting as wad i drank at my orientation. haha. den the few of us. me kw pris gb long and yx. went to sunplaza to make the wax thing for her. yeah. lol. used wax to write her name. laughters along the way as usual cos kw burnt his fur. oops. haha.

hm ya. after dat comes yong chye's bdae. didnt went to the bdae party but heard dat they played alot of pranks on him. and the 17 secs thing. haha. and we didnt exactly bought him something. but written quite alot of stuff in a "book" made by catherine. so thoughtful rite ? lol.

well well. now is moon's bdae.we were actualli with her at kw house. cos tonning ma. den when the clock struck twelve. she went crazy. yeah finally 16. can do tis. do dat. whahahs. dunid our help to sneak in to watch NC16 films ehs. smack da ic on the table lorh. as wad she said. haha. exactly wad she did at tanah merah ferry terminal. we threw and smack our passports on the customs. they cant take jokes so da both of us got stared. lol =P. den in the morning we went home. rest. some went for work. and in the evening we met to celebrate dat girl's birthdae.

lol. me long and mh went to find da cake first. as the baker has went home. the workers are nice enough to provide us with dat duno wad to decorate moon's cake. i wrote m-o-o and mh wrote 'n' and a happi face ! haha. and both our hands become red. look like blood. eee. haha. den we brought her to the open plaza at tm to celebrate. we smacked her with the cake on her head. lol. most of us ran away. esp the guys. duno y kheng so peculiar. he just stood there. no need to sae. moon juz smacked the cake at him. so basicalli besides the bdae girl, our trigger is another one who is dirty. haha. all of us are clean. got extra clothes ma. as wad kw sae rite ? haha. hope moon like our presents. and i dont tink she likes the smell of the cake. cos it reaks a weirdo smell on her. haha.

and besides dat, all of our sem projects and tests are coming. so all the best to all of u and ME. gawd. hope i dont flunk dem man. the tension of tests is back ! ...after so many months. duhs.

i believe there is always a someone right for you. waiting at the very end. happiness ? you will gain it in the process of finding. haha. that is what you call. contentment. =)

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

time. can bond us together. so can it tear us apart. it is so scary. lols. anyway sometimes i tink 24hrs a day is not enough. while sometimes i tink 24 hrs is abit too much for a slacker to stay at home doin nth. oh well. hahahs. got alot of sem projects and homework. plus reports. eeek. bombarding me. ya my school is veri happening. not my course though. esp year one. mayb more exciting in yr 2. normally yr 1 just chiong like a headless bullet lidat. meaning ? so u can stabilise your position in tis module.

as wad dat serious self acclaimed lecturer says. your course is one of the hardest in nyp. lols. put it in gd terms. u all are goners. isnt fond of her at all. she claims she is some kind of graduate frm wad wad wad university overseas. wad kind of english she speakin. i duno. ban us frm smsing in class. eeek. i am done for. in her class. for a year. one whole pathetic year.

anyway so far my modules are fine. fine as in goin to cmi soon. hahahs. has been studyin in the morning. revising in the afternoon. and chionging gb at nite. no life rite ? ya ! no life. where has da town walks gone. where has our zoo plan gone. where did bintan fly to. where did sentosa run to ? hais. sad world. sad place. with sad tings. miss east view. miss bintan. miss gv. miss our "used-to-be" happy and fun chalets. miss our big grp outings. while now. no more east view. only poly. no more bintan. only singapore. no gv. onli a wall in frnt of me. no more happy chalets. only sadness and anger within. no more big grp outings. only solo or a trio. mummy and daddy used to tell us when we are young. people change. cos we grow up. we cant be walking in circles in da same spot all the time. we nid to noe more ppl. make more frens. but does life realli only consist of tis ?

i realised i changed alot. if it were the sherilyn in lower sec. she will tink otherwise. cos actualli the prob is veri simple. no time ? make time larhs! tired? another day larhs ! sad life ? only when u tink it is ! lols. tis is me last time. so strong willed dat scared guys off. the 'so' violent me. who kicks ppl. hits ppl. do wad she tinks is right even if it is wrong. used to hate guys alot. cos they onli break our hearts. is one true tom boy sia. hahahs. come to tink of it. mayb to remain like dat isnt a bad idea after all. in the end. i still changed. no more strong willed but stubborness. luckily my wild side is still as wild as ever. but turning into solemn-ness soon.

well. we will still see each other again if we want. though years and time may change u and me, but tis is the price of growing up. so.....jus hope time dont change u and me de looks too much. cos wil haf a hard time finding u all back! arghh. people. no plastic surgery plz. lols !

i am smiling because u are smiling. because you make me smile. you are the reason why i smile. you are my smile.

Sunday, June 05, 2005

lol. ages since i updated. i mean me. not others like yx. oops. k he is just nice to drop by. dont suan yarh k. hahahs. anyway tis week is pretty busy. cramped. tiring. wow. only da ferst week. and i cant imagine. wads its gonna b lyke for 3 yrs. woohoo. good luck to me myself and i. lols. reports. homework. essays. mathematics. oh well. the rest isnt dat bad. but maths was a disaster. maths isnt my best bud in secondary school. and i dont tink can make it in poly as well. whahahas !

my com was a disaster too. hehe. spyware. must reformat com. and i am lazy ! hahahas. lazy to reformat. just leave it to die on itself perhaps. lols. back to school. familarised with the campus. da food there is nice. cos dere is Macs and food junction. except da human diarrhoea. not saying abt da real stuffs. tokin about the amount of ppl dere. hahahas. lectures and tutuorials arent bad. but u can try catchin me not paying attention to dem. one word sums all. boring? lols. and our whole grp of ppl juz walk as a class. everywhere and anywhere as a class. dats y i say my poly clique is big. 20 ppl walking together. wow. lols.

hm yarhs ! movie ! just caught madagascar and my boyfren is type b. both is nice in their ways. madagascar is cute. and i bought da penguin! *cute and cuddly boys. or smile and wave.* whahahas. and the latter is sweet and comical. some parts are heart wrenchin aso. the female lead role said. love has one pleasure and many heartbreaks. if she shld enjoy one pleasure over many heartbreaks. she rather let go. well. she didnt. cos she really liked the guy. mayb the sunshine after all the rain is wad she exactly wanted?

and blood types doesnt mean anything in love. whahahas. moral of da movie. nice.

you used to be my world. now you are my entire universe.

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

this is not sherilyn, nor is yexiang. it's not longe or khengwei either. it's penguin!!!

nah, it's yexiang, im jus foolin ard.