my new blog ! lols...yexiang was reali nice to help mi make my blog...cos i was a total idiot to html and java stuffs...and u can sae i am a computer illiterate kind of kid...hahs...

reali like tis skin alot cos it says how we miss somebody...hmm...ya lorhs...it is veri hard to miss someone u like...u can wait one whole day fer his or her smses...and tinking of wad he or she was doing..where they all...and how was their day..hahas...to mi...it is something too mystical dat i cant understand...lols...

tink my appeal failed ba...i am going to stay in nyp fer dat course which i dun haf any idea about...lols...tinking of moving to another new environment alwaes make mi veri excited and also scared...coz who noes wad kind of ppl we will meet there...at ferst b4 i started work...i was also wondering...hm...wad kind of people are they in gv...but i was quite confident dat the ppl i meet will be veri nice ppl...and in the end...i wasnt wrong ! lols...yarhs...they are all veri nice people.. =) reali miss them alot now...although i still drop by and say hi to them...but the feeling was...somehow different...

oh ya...my term starts on 30 may..and stil 2 more months to go fer preparation...lols...i was tinking of my mode of transport..shld i take mrt to city-hall and change train? hmm...or shld i take 72 straight to yck? mayb i can also take 969 to yishun and change bus...anyway it was the time i familiarise myself with WEST ! lols...i was so used to the life in east now haf to get use to the life in west...and the worst part is...most of my friends are going to tp...and i am one of the few who is banished all the way to the other side of sunny singapore....hai...lols...

and i am sick now ! hahahs...mayb keep having late nights and not enough sleep ba...coz we found a new entertainment! hmm...now kheng hse has become our entertainment place liao...but duno why dat guy sae i was sick because of the love problems...wei ! not lorhs...i dun realli...hmm...go and care so much of those tings...coz u noe...we cant control our thinking...lols...anyway...i am still confused why i was treated lidat..told u a wall is building le...anyway let nature take its course ba..tis kind of things cant be forced de...hmm...oh ya...i still owe someone an apology...i guess he wont want to hear it...sorry starfish.

=)sher.

hmmx...now dat im jobless...it seems like i got more tym to blog ! lolx...anyway i haf left dat place fer 2 weeks and a day...and stil miss the environment alot...but i would never want to go back dere again...coz it looks and feels so distant and far frm mi even when i was juz erm...juz a few centimetres away ?

anyway fer tis wk it was quite ok actualli...suddenli kept going out with sox and my frens...suddenli realised dat work last tym has actualli covered mi so much of my tym...but now i am free ! hahahx...no longer nid to wake up earli fer opening....no nid to sleep 4am in the morning fer EOS or closing...no longer nid to ps my frens fer work...yupx...i am trying to find more " no nids " so i can feel alot much beta inside...

juz went to watch robots with michelle in gv...the movie was nice...and we laughed ALOT.basicali the entire cinema was filled with our nonsensical laughter...but who cares rite ? especialli the lamp-post and big weld parts...hahahx...and dat was the worse laughter i had fer so long...my stomachs hurts alot frm dat...lolz...big weld saes " you can shine in whatever you are made of "...same like people...lolx...u can alwaes excel in wherever u are....right kheng ? =)

and of course, we also had grp dinner....elmo and zhengxi suggested it..so the whole lot of us went to changi village to eat " zhu-chao "..but mi and zhengxi never eat...coz we ate at her hse b4 meeting dem alrdi...long tym hasnt got dat kind of grp outing feeling le...hmm...it was nice..

followed by the posting of our JAE results...alot of us has got rejected by polys...coz their JAE was unsuccessful...earli morning sabrina and i and teng and priscila went to sp, nyp and rp to take a look....and yupx...i was posted to chemical pharmaceutical technology in NYP....it was under chemical sciences faculty...and my chem sucks...they place mi dere...perhaps u can call it long term suicide...lolx...i duno how to phrase it too...hahahx....but the environment was nice.....so many greenery and fountains..and it was big too... =) i love big places...but i hate walking among dem...lolx...after dat we went to rp...it was reali small...but since next yr dey are shiftin to woodlands...so the holding school wil be tored down ba...my school is in yio chu kang..and it was reali veri FAR away...mrt would be my mode of transport everidae...and i had to experience the feeling of getting used to another new environment, new frens and new classrooms again.....lolx...

and i juz took a peek at moon's blog...zhong told mi to go and take a look...i dun reali noe wad to sae...no one likes to be preached anyway...she has hit the right spot in some...while not everything she thought was how we feel...we hardly has tym for ourselves...let alone has the tym to explain or tell anything....mayb distance is scary....but onli when we face it alone...juz hope dat she understands....everything happens, and anything people does....has a reason....i dun wan to act ignorance to her blog and treat it as nth happens....coz dat wil b the tym where we dun even care abt how we feel and let the misunderstanding gets to the stage dat nothing can be salvaged anymore. i dun things like tis to happen...in fact no one does.

hm...ok...dats all fer the week....and abt the fate and destiny question, kheng i choose fate....but doesnt mean i am going to be totally in control by DAT. at least fer sumthings...i let fate decide when i am too tired to face it... =) especialli something called love...it is so hurting.

Whee!~ Here's a pix sher drew:



Hahaxz... Cute horx? Jus tat mine's nicer - oopx. Lolx.. Kidding. =P

~leonwyx

lolx...ferst tym updating ma blog in other ppl hse....yupx...i am in my so called "les-mate" house...in case other ppl doesnt noe...i am in lurrrve with her...result of depression ? hahahx..NO LARHS....i am stil straight...maybee in the future who noes ? =P

to yexiang...uh...i am ok...ya noe...i am becumin beta everydae wif so many ppl beside mi...ever since dat incident, i am alwaes outside...lolx...dragged by em ? coz dey rather pull mi out den leave me all alone at home imaginating tings...juz had a veri veri bad fight wif my parents...they changed since dat incident...over protective or wad...err...i duno...hahahx...coz i am a disappointment...no one was ever involved in police cases around dem...and guess wad...i was the ferst one...and aso the youngest ?

can sae i reali wasnt myself fer the past week...hahahx...perhaps most of the people wil definitely change to another person fer temporary...i nid tym i guess....coz the memories and the blow in the lock up cell needed space to be gotten over with..hahahx....but guess wad...i feel more like myself every morning ( or shld i sae afternoon ? ) lolx...but no doubt i stil feel abit sad abt the matter...but hey...wads done cannot b undone ritex ?

3 steps in life : face it, accept it, let go of it. hahahx...normali the ferst step is alwaes the hardest to take...well well...at least i am in the middle....hahahx...lets sae...err....a few daes more and i wil resume...cannot let ppl wait too long ya noe..hehe....i dun wanna feel lost and empty anymore...erkk....the feelin sucks...lolx....hope jason dun feel bad abt me k ?

those 2 girls kept discussing abt SHE stuffs on the floor...lolx...michelle arhs....nth to sae abt her...the apple of my eye...lolx....

-----> luckily i stil prefer guys to girls...whew =X

Hahaxz.. I know it's kinda lame. The way Kheng Wei told me was like it's real or something. What "NASA trying to prove water existed on Mars". He followed by sending me this pix:



Just addin somethin to sher's blog to keep it updated. Hahaxz! Crap.

P.S. Sher u okiee liao? ^^

~leonwyx

"heartbroken"?

Why? Don't tell me it's cuz of tat GV incident... ><

Anyway, it's my bday today so u hav to cheer upx! Hahaxz...! ^^ Im crappin again.

~leonwyx

heartbroken.

Rightx(reply to previous post)! See i so good.. Actually came here to blog ur blog(before i even post mine). Hahaxz! =P The results of de applications will be released at 10am on 23rd March! Can't wait.. Suppose most east viewians are going to tp?

Erm.. I got nothing much to say now.. Hope to see more of the original owner's posts soon! Hahaxz! So til my next crappy post, tata! ~xoxo

P.S. Ehh.. For those who're wonderin which idiot is bloggin sherilyn's blog, it's me, yexiang. ^^"

~leonwyx

lolx...looks lyke every month onli got one entry...dats so pathetic....at least dere shld be more entries so my blog wun look so listless and empty...hahahx...anywae tis entry is fer march...yupx...the entire month fer march...and dun worry...coz i got a blog sitter to help me take care of tis blog...he wil drop by sometime and contribute some crap to it...rite yexiang ?

hahahx...february was quite okay...and perhaps the best part of getting back our results ? yeapx...it was released on 28 feb....and as normal...we went back to school...onli dat tis yr was abit special...coz we HAD to wear our uniforms back...erm...but not much ppl wore back also...hahax...guess dat new rule wasnt veri successful....hahahx....and we had to queue up in frnt of our form teachers to get back our results in register numbers..lolx...i was forth and the ferst ting she did when i reached the table was opening up the results fer mi to see...ok my heartbeat stopped fer a sec and started scanning down fer seven and OH MY GAWD...i passed everiting...lolx...ok my comb humans nearli didnt made it...it was a 6....lolx...and least expectedly..my science got a 3...i was stil cursing myself dat i flunked chem...cozin REALLI REALLI duno how to do almost the whole paper...but wad to sae ? lolx...miracle happened i guess...fer maths...i got a 4....alreadi overjoyed coz my maths and science was alwaes a constant '9'...so i didnt let my tuition teacher and ms suhaila down...hehe....loooVE my MATHS !! i felt reali blessed manx...to survive thru tis stupid Os ting..coz i had been cramming and jamming and squeezing EVERYTING into my pea- brain....luckily i survived...yay ! u can sae i was lost fer words...hey i didnt cry when i got back my results...hehe...but one thing fer sure i was awed !

but i duno why my english got a 4....so damn disappointing...but nvm larhs...wads done cant be undone....at least i shld b counting my blessings dat my aggreagate improved compare to my sucked-up prelims...

while fer ppl who are waiting fer appeals or direct admission courses...god onli help those who help themselves....hmm...so best of luck !

poly life here i come !!

=D